I'm Sorry, I'm Sorry, I'm Sorry... :'-(

I haven't spoken to him
In over
A week.

I'm starting to
Quietly
Fret.

What did I do?
Something wrong?
Is it my fault?

Have I been
Pestering you too much?
I try not to. Really.

But was it me?
If so,
I'm sorry. Really sorry.

He was on tonight.
When I
Got home.

Signed in.
There he was.
Online.

He didn't talk to me.
He didn't talk to me.
He didn't fucking talk to me!

And now
He's offline.
Not. A. Word.

I try.
So hard.
My head hurts.

Cause that's where I keep it all.
My thoughts.
Everything.

I do my utmost.
Usually I think
I'm pretty successful.

At not being possessive.
Obsessive.
Smothering.

Outside
My head,
Anyway.

Inside
It's a whole
Different story.

I am possessive.
Obsessive.
Smothering.

But I keep it
To the confines
Of my head.

But was it me?
Please, talk.
Talk to me.

I need to know
We're ok.
Please, talk to me.

Love from, Me.
xx