I have
Another problem.
Started about
3 months
Ago.
Stopped for a bit -
Mum almost caught me -
But I can start again, now.
Secrets,
Lies,
Concealment.
I read up.
Improve my knowledge.
Searching and learning.
Tips,
Tricks,
Help.
But it all
Looks the same
After a while.
The first few pages,
After reading them,
Start into repetition.
Need to work more.
Try harder.
Try more.
Make.
It.
Work.
Because,
If it doesn't work,
I know what will happen:
I will.
Get.
Fat.
No.
No.
No. I can't.
I already hate me.
This might help.
I hope.
Taste bad,
Feel awful,
Smell wretched,
But make me thin,
Nonetheless.
If all goes to plan.
Must not
Let mum
Find out.
Or I will be send
Kicking and screaming,
Essentially -
Back
To the
Psychologist's.
I've already been there
Before
For my...
Other problem.
It is still
Not fixed.
And I hate it there.
I don't want to go back.
It's awful.
But now I have to leave.
Running out of time -
Must hurry.
Love from, Me.
xx
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