He is over me. I can tell. :'-(

You know what I think?
I think
He doesn't really like me anymore.

Not like
He used to.
Those moments are gone.

And I hate that.
Cause for that time,
I was happy.

Not now.
Not anymore.
Not now those times are gone.

He told me he liked me.
Then after that,
He never acted like it.

Fuck.
Boys are
Frickin complicated.

What was he thinking?
What is he thinking?
I have no fucking idea.

And it hurts.
I want those times back
So badly.

I miss him.
Seeing him once a week
Is so not enough.

I don't want
To get used to the fact
That this might be the end.

I won't be able to cope.
I'm not coping now.
I feel fucking awful.

And to top things off,
I think he's ignoring me on MSN.
Fuck.

I tried to talk to him twice
The other night.
No reply.

It makes me angry.
Then upset.
Then rejected.

He doesn't want me.
I bet it's my fault.
But what did I do?

Was I too clingy?
Always wanting to talk on MSN?
I tried not to be.

What did I do
To make him change his mind
About me?

I don't know.
Fuck this. Boys' minds
Work funny.

Love from, Me.
xx